Thank you, I have intrusive thoughts all day long, I have visuals, sometimes hallucinated sometimes its burned in my head and every time I close my eyes its there. Drawing usually makes them go away. Sometimes I have a feeling and words fall short, frequently it is how sex makes me feel or what childhood was like, so I find a picture in my mind that matches what I feel. Things come to my head all day long, I think I channel them, its automatic sometimes trance-like. More impulse than thought maybe.